Transparency

I appear to be transparent.  I think that most of the people that know me would say that I say what I think and that I don't hold much back.  I will share freely, the good and the bad.  The truth is that I hold a lot back.  Most of what I feel doesn't get shared with anyone other than God and occasionally a friend that I would trust with my life because she has always been there for me.  I don't like to admit failure and when things don't work out the way I think they should in my life, it's a failure and therefore I don't share.  It's hard to be an island though.