Wednesday, May 20, 2009

One of those days

You ever have one of those days where you just feel overwhelmed and alone. This isn't one of those days, it's one of those weeks. I have a few things going on that at the moment seem insurmountable to me. My heart is heavy and quite honestly, I am just sad. I miss my dad this week more than words can say. The other night I was driving and I thought back to the time in the hospital when he wasn't talking yet and I sat there just crying and he reached over gently and rubbed my tear away and patted my face. I miss the comfort that he gave. I miss him.

And yet in the midst of feeling overwhelmed and alone, I remember that I am not ever really alone. That the road is not an easy one all of the time. Life is not a destination but a journey. And what is to come if far better than anything than I could ever imagine. And so I press on.

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